Thx~
i just wanna say thx alot 4 each n everyone tat always remember me n cares for me n also love me n accepted me..
thx 4 all the ur support n lesson tat u al taught me..
life nv been easier for me but tats part of life..
dun worry.. i will b fine n healty…
all the best of u all n i’m gonna miss u all too…
lots of lurve here~!!
xOxO~
j_0e*serVed
FEELING BAD N FEELING DOWN~
i just feels so bad lately..
feeling do damn down wit my life..
feel so much of disappointed in life..
sometimes i think im not doin my very best for u n also for myself too..
just feel like wanna give up everything…
i just hope u understand wat i feels rite now??
i just dun wanna waste more time n afford..
tats my feelings for now..
feeling so useless..
so much pain..
so much tiredness..
i just dono should i continue or not..
i wanna b someone..
some1 better..
or my dreams are b true..
just..
living in this cruel world.
is making more sick n tired of it..
Dear gOd..
hear my sorrows n my pains.
cuz im tired of life..
i’m so lost..
so lost witout u..
wher r u when i needed u the most..
*amen*
CuRSE~
it’s a curse living in this world…
everythings tat u do it just not in the plan…
n sometimes..
it’s just breaks my heart..
bring sadness n tears in my life…
tats all only i have..
sometimes..
i just wanna give up everything tat i have…
just wanna punish myself…
wanna scratch my face..
izzzit..
part of my life?
or..
i just born wit this curse..
but..
i will use it will all my heart n carefully..
cuz i’ve been listen 2 advise tat is very good…
n it will help me out soon enough..
*amen*
sMiLe~
i will never forget it~
smile..
just tat easy…
smile..
tat taken my heart away..
smile..
tat makes my day..
smile..
althought is a bad n busy day..
smile..
tats all im asking..
smile..
even money can’t buy it…
smile..
its so PRICELESS~
*SMILE*
People AROUND U~
sometimes..
i just think..
wat i’ve done lately..
ermmm..
enjoying my life too much n careless bout ppl around me..
been so selfish just 4 ur own things or 4 ur own pride..
or ur own dignity…
sometimes we just have 2 give in..
cuz..
ppl that cares n loves us will get hurt..
cuz they are the ppl around us..
sometimes we just have 2 sit down n think..
how many ppl tat i do hurt..
ermmmmm~
but im sorry…
i do love each n everyone of u..
may b..
yes..
i been selfish lately..
been greedy lately…
been so proud lately..
but tats me..
tats jOe~
i have my own reason 4 it..
if u guys tat noe me better…
times up~
work work work workk~!!
GOSH**
Time really pass damn super duper bangla fast..
lolxx..
finally get my cheque..
alot of things i wanna buy..
but..
i can’t…
*sobs*soBs*
promise 2 myself tat i will get a nice christmas present 4 my mom n dad n my dee~
money is damn hard 2 earn…
but spending it like water..
hahaxx…
time really move on fast..
remember tat i quit my job in s’pore n came back kl..
n now..
working in kl..
lolxx..
time really do pass fast..
but i hope the time can b stoped..
just stoped a minute…or a day or a month or 4ever..
i do really hope it can b stoped…
but it can’t..
i have 2 move on too…
i b moving backwards…
time is meaning 4 me..
i really wasted alot of time..
but i can’t take the afford 2 lost more time in future…
well..
times up~!!
got 2 work now…
alot of things 2 do..
grrrrrrr~!!!!
hahahaaxxx~
LIVE TILL THE FULLEST~!!
Greatest Time~!!
My greatest time…
just thinking back then..
the old days…
having so much adventures in my life..
some bad..
pretty bad..
n very bad..
n some good..
pretty good n very good..
lolxx..
my greatest time..
mixing wit all my b-boy frens..
miss u guys alot..
mixing wit Leslie,Yuet,V-key, church pals n each n everyone of u guys noe me..
watching each n everyone grow up so much..
some of them are strong..
n see the strong bcome weak…
n the weak bcome strong again…
after all..
we are just human..
full wit emo n sorrows…
each ppl i noe..
have their own greatest time n story 2 tell..
n im glad i heard some of it..
tis prove im not the only one who is weak..
not the only one who is falling..
but each n everyone of u..
teach me something in life..
teach me a better man..
a better human…
living in this world is not an easy place 2 live…
for god is always been ther 4 us..
when we needed him the most…
greatest time…
having u in my life..
its also my greatest time ever..
u taugh me something..
memories…
tat make nitemares…
for i sleep at nite..
but im tired…
doin the things that i never thought of doin it..
but i promise myself..
tat i won’t do tat again..
greatest time..
frens come n go…
n good frens are always remembered..
thx 4 everthing..
sitting here makes me wanna cry..
for all my foolish sins n deeds…
makes me a sinner..
may god bless me n forgive my sins tat i’ve done..
im human after all…
no more no less..
flesh n blood~
n this is my greatest time ever~!!
The Things Tat I’ve Done Is Stupid~!!
Do U done something tat is so stupid ended up its not worth n hurts ur own body for nth??
Yes i do..
Have U ever feels tat ur body is stuck in the world n ur soul is out ther somewher tat??
Yes i do..
Do u wanna repeat the same mistake as u did??
NO… n i try 2 b a better person…
I’ve done something so selfish tat it hurts me…but not only me..
but u too…
doin the things tat makes u feel so high up in the sky n ended up u get nothing from it…
damnnnn
im so completly n idiot 4 u…
being so selfish for myself cuz 4 the same reason…
life is so beautiful n short..
treasure it Joe~!!!
life ain’t the same anymore…
ppl are catching up lately…
ppl are changing lately…
ppl are getting better n better….
n wat should i do??
B THE GREATEST~!!
do the right thing…
not only 4 urself..
but for others too…
n life is gonna b so beautiful…
think happily n u will b happie like no one else…
tat ppl will so enve u bcuz of ur happiness tat u have…
n think positively tat no matter wat..
i can handle it…
like a real men n not afraid of any harm n danger…
n the u will have everthing in future..
n trust in god~!!
n he will show me everything~!!!
AMEN~!!
Done N UndOne~
Realise something….
when i read my blog…
i notice something…
somethings tat i’ve done n redo again…
the same mistake tat i do..
after all..
this prove me i’m still aren’t perfect yet..
still full wit mistake..
full wit pains n sorrows..
full wit guitly…
im just a human after all…
but i’ve learn alot of things lately..
learn 2 b a better boy..
a better human..
patient tat i’ve learn..
it’s not easy..
life is full wit hardness now days..
wake up~!!
dun complain much….
take watever they give cuz u shall never get this opportunity…
n thanked them for wat they give..
THX 4 SUPPORTING ME ALWAYS~
thx alot for loving me…
cuz i never receive such gift…
n tat makes me so special bcuz i have u in my life….
WAT I WANT~
wat i want?
i want u in my life…
i have 2 go soon..
each memories 4 us will b 4ever~!!
dun worry if one day i will leave witout letting u know..
but its for our own good~
take tis time 2 do all ur things tat u ever miss n never done it b4..
for tis time i will do mine..
it will take times..
all i want is ur patient..
for this we will meet again~
b strong when im not around…
n i will b missing u day by day n thinking of u everytime n every secs~!!
miss u n love u~!!
ALWAYS~!!!
