Archive for November, 2007

CURSE~

Saturday, November 17th, 2007

CuRSE~

it’s a curse living in this world…

everythings tat u do it just not in the plan…

n sometimes..

it’s just breaks my heart..

bring sadness n tears in my life…

tats all only i have..

sometimes..

i just wanna give up everything tat i have…

just wanna punish myself…

wanna scratch my face..

izzzit..

part of my life?

or..

i just born wit this curse..

but..

i will use it will all my heart n carefully..

cuz i’ve been listen 2 advise tat is very good…

n it will help me out soon enough..

*amen*

*sMiLe*

Saturday, November 17th, 2007

sMiLe~

i will never forget it~

smile..

just tat easy…

smile..

tat taken my heart away..

smile..

tat makes my day..

smile..

althought is a bad n busy day..

smile..

tats all im asking..

smile..

even money can’t buy it…

smile..

its so PRICELESS~

*SMILE*

PPL AROUND U~

Friday, November 16th, 2007

People AROUND U~

sometimes..

i just think..

wat i’ve done lately..

ermmm..

enjoying my life too much n careless bout ppl around me..

been so selfish just 4 ur own things or 4 ur own pride..

or ur own dignity…

sometimes we just have 2 give in..

cuz..

ppl that cares n loves us will get hurt..

cuz they are the ppl around us..

sometimes we just have 2 sit down n think..

how many ppl tat i do hurt..

ermmmmm~

but im sorry…

i do love each n everyone of u..

may b..

yes..

i been selfish lately..

been greedy lately…

been so proud lately..

but tats me..

tats jOe~

i have my own reason 4 it..

if u guys tat noe me better…

times up~

work work work workk~!!

1 MORE MONTH LEFT~

Wednesday, November 14th, 2007

GOSH**

Time really pass damn super duper bangla fast..

lolxx..

finally get my cheque..

alot of things i wanna buy..

but..

i can’t…

*sobs*soBs*

promise 2 myself tat i will get a nice christmas present 4 my mom n dad n my dee~

money is damn hard 2 earn…

but spending it like water..

hahaxx…

time really move on fast..

remember tat i quit my job in s’pore n came back kl..

n now..

working in kl..

lolxx..

time really do pass fast..

but i hope the time can b stoped..

just stoped a minute…or a day or a month or 4ever..

i do really hope it can b stoped…

but it can’t..

i have 2 move on too…

i b moving backwards…

time is meaning 4 me..

i really wasted alot of time..

but i can’t take the afford 2 lost more time in future…

well..

times up~!!

got 2 work now…

alot of things 2 do..

grrrrrrr~!!!!

hahahaaxxx~

LIVE TILL THE FULLEST~!!

Greatest Time~

Sunday, November 4th, 2007

Greatest Time~!!

My greatest time…

just thinking back then..

the old days…

having so much adventures in my life..

some bad..

pretty bad..

n very bad..

n some good..

pretty good n very good..

lolxx..

my greatest time..

mixing wit all my b-boy frens..

miss u guys alot..

mixing wit Leslie,Yuet,V-key, church pals n each n everyone of u guys noe me..

watching each n everyone grow up so much..

some of them are strong..

n see the strong bcome weak…

n the weak bcome strong again…

after all..

we are just human..

full wit emo n sorrows…

each ppl i noe..

have their own greatest time n story 2 tell..

n im glad i heard some of it..

tis prove im not the only one who is weak..

not the only one who is falling..

but each n everyone of u..

teach me something in life..

teach me a better man..

a better human…

living in this world is not an easy place 2 live…

for god is always been ther 4 us..

when we needed him the most…

greatest time…

having u in my life..

its also my greatest time ever..

u taugh me something..

memories…

tat make nitemares…

for i sleep at nite..

but im tired…

doin the things that i never thought of doin it..

but i promise myself..

tat i won’t do tat again..

greatest time..

frens come n go…

n good frens are always remembered..

thx 4 everthing..

sitting here makes me wanna cry..

for all my foolish sins n deeds…

makes me a sinner..

may god bless me n forgive my sins tat i’ve done..

im human after all…

no more no less..

flesh n blood~

n this is my greatest time ever~!!