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GIVING UP!

Should i give up now..go back 2 my own place tat i felt alot of happy-ness…

Y should i b here tat i felt so left out…felt so unhappy here..so stress out wit life.. tat i always cry n seek for help n in the end..

im the one..sitting ther at the corner needed the most cares n loves..

but everybody tat i love the most..

always make me so damn sad n hurt!!

screw u all!!

the onlie ppl i can trust n love the most..

is my SELF..

tis is how i learn!!

JOE*SELF!!

FREAK!!!

damnnn!!!

its so damn f**king freak n scary!!!

scared till reach 2 my bone..

i walk along chinatown..

n a guy just look at me..

n give me a smile on his face..

n his smile!!

*goshh*

tat freak the hell out of me!!

i been like posses for 5 mins!!

speechless n scared!!!

my hands are so tight holding my sis hands..

till tatt scarryy!!

its was like a ghost in a human body!!

WAT THE F**K HAPPEN HERE!!!

dammnnnnnn!!!!!!

1st time i was so freak out by this!!

ohhh my..

My Life!

my life..getting so lost rite now..wat should i do..work at 19 years old or continue studying??

so damn confused n lost..So so lost!!

when bacb home..althought is a day..but a day tat make me feels so fresh n alive again..hapie 2 see all my frens..their smiles on their faces..

tats make me feel so alive n charge!!

ohh my..

goin 2 b insane now..

wat should i do..

work or study??

i feel so lost n lost..

n just wanna give up everything!!

but nth is easy 2 me..

god!!

plx help me!!!

1 Month!

1 month has passed by..
woww!
time no 4 mens

the 1st week

*doing my MOM thinggy..was so damn tired the whole week..
n busy wit work..

2nd week

*meeting lots of new ppl..having a good time work..but..
can see ppl not happie wit work..haizz

3rd week

*work as hard as i can..so tat the boss has eyes 2 see it!!

4th week..

*amazing week..gonna get pay day soon..uwuwuwww

tis is my 1 month..

the most memorable is..

JOGGING in the rain..yet so scary but full wit enjoyment..

this month is not a easy month 4 me..dono how i can manage it..but i think..1 thing!!
GOD!!

this is my month of June..

nth cames n goes easy 4 me..
Life is full wit challenging 2 me..
MISS HOME SO MUCH!!!