Home~
felt bad…but i felt good…wat is this really mean?
ermmm…
*conFused*
but i’m finally at home..
the train was 7 hours n 30 minute ride…
tat time makes me thinks alot…
*emo siaaa*
but when i reach…
deep in my heart…
talking 2 myself..
saying tat…
IM FINALL HOME…
feelings tat wanted 2 cry..
but some of it keep it a part…
i deserve it…
n part of say i knew wat is call…
HOME~!!
My 18th BurthDay~!!
finally the day has came…wakakakaka…but too bad..im still here…
ermm…
this is my 18th bday… but kinda of weird..
no feelings..
but was touch here when some of my friens celebrate it wit me…
tat is the most sweetest part of it..
when life get kinda of hard..
its good when ur wit friens…
friens cheer up..
advising u…
give u some hope tat u nv hope ur entire life…
kinda of cool uh??
but 4 me..
i CALL it FRIENSHIP TAT I ALWAYS CAN KEEP…
althought kinda of sieennx but is simply n sweet enough to keep it as a good memories…
*when clubing on 19th* *power station*
*when J.B on 19th* *eat n eat n eat n eatt~!!!!* *watch 2 movies*
*got a suprise when i came back 2 s’pore*
*touchhhhh siaa*
so this is my 18th burthday storie…
n thx….
MiSs….
just kind of weird…the feelings b4 i came here it was just so so hapie..but now?? i just got the feelings of MISS…
miss all my friens at Kl…it’s just too much 4 me when i came here…i did’t expect this from this…well, im also human after all…make of fleshs n bones too…
it’s like being in a hard time here…can’t find anything here…not even a job here..it’s like HELL here…
im here onlie a week…
A WEEK…
n im being so stress wit it…
at this time i been lepaking wit all my frien n enjoying my time…but here it seems so hard 2 pass…
all i do is..eat n sleep…eat n sleep n got nag n go somewher else wit my sis..its like no LIFE here…
im really down n stress rite now..wat should i do???
it’s onlie a week here n im starting 2 feel like these…izzit part of me or part of life…
all these suddens 4 me…just can’t take it…
making so hard 4 everyone here…
y???!!!
y???!!
haizzz…if i go back…i might b the old me..the old self of me..but when im here…i felt dissapointed wit life…n stress too…
wat should i do??
izzit the punishment tat i did b4?? or i just thinking too much here…
i just really dono wat 2 do…
Dear GOD…
plz help me now..i’m been so stress..it’s just a week, but im feeling all these rite now…wat i can do now dear god??
are u punishing me??
just guide me n help me O lord…
help me 2 find my dreams…
my hopes O lord..
*amen*
S’pOre LiFe~!!
yo ther…
just wanna tell u tat i miss KL…i miss all my friens n my lifestyle ther…
S’pore is a good city… a good n nice country too…
but its hard 4 me..
ppl here aren’t bangla N poyo enough…
lolz….
anyways…s’pore is fun lar..
just tat i miss my old style…
dear god…
plz make feel like home…
ByezzZzz~!!
never the least n the last…
dear all,
i think some of u guys n gurls noe tat im goin 2 s’pore rite???
all i want 2 tell u tat…
THX ALOT 4~!!!
4 all ur helps…
ur carings…
ur understanding…
ur kindness..
ur heart tat willing 2 b my frien…
friens are so important 2 me…
tat help me 2 change my life…
tat always heard my heart…
tat always been 4 me..
witout u guys n gurls…
i dare 2 say tat IM NOTHING…
NOBODY AT ALL…
OR MORE TAT —> USELESS GUY~!!!
but tat’s how i change my life…
friens tat play important role in my LIFE…..
tat always help me when i in the DEEP SHIT~!!!
when i was so EMO down~!!
n the ppl who helped me are U GUYS N GURLS….
THX ALOT…
lolz…
i noe tat i’m kinda sound crappy now…
but i noe 1 thing tat u GUYS n GURLS gonna miss me alot..
but no worries…
i will MISS U GUYS n GURLS alot too~
n keep in touch always…
stay cooL u guys n gurls…
ur the best siaaaa~!!
chiowzzz~
- j0e*serVed -
2.4.2007
2.39 a.m
till i update u more…
byezzz~!!!
