Archive for February, 2007

cRaziE mE~

Wednesday, February 28th, 2007

this is my 1st time tat i dun have idea 2 write my blog… wat is so making me out of idea… or i’ve been so busy wit life??? all i noe tat… break dance is getting out of me….i’ve been learning it the wrong hand 4 almost 3months…

*GOSH* !@#* !@# %&!#

arghhHH~!

i learning tat so damn hard for 3 month.. n i just realise its wrong…. gosh~

y life is so full wit dificult desicion 2 make… wat should i do 2 make it PERFECT or keep it doin the wrong move till its really wrong???

*craP* @#$%^#$%^&

arghhh**

LIFE IS NEVER BEEN EASY N IT WILL NEVER BEEN

so move on n dun learn the wrong 1..try 2 learn from the mistake…n we will learn from it…N TAT’s How I Move On~

should b thankful 4 wat i have now… friens tat always been so cheerful 2 me… new friens tat will always b a strong friendship… new life style~ PLUS god Too~

thx 4 every tat i’ve had… although i been selfish…but sometimes tats human… but human can change….so do I…alot of changes… n i can feel it… IT’S GONNA B BIG~

n THX 2 GOD

*amen*

it’s so UNFAIR~!!!

Sunday, February 11th, 2007

it’s so UNFAIR~!!!

y its so unfair??? tell me plz…..
tell me y……
WHY~??!!!

izzit hard 2 came when ther is not enough ppl at work?
or u put ur own desire things in 1st n work last?
y when im off i must came 2 help u guys out ther???

tell me WHY???
bcuz im good??
or i wanna help???

izzit too hard 2 help us???
y i can sacrifice my off day n y u cant???
izzit hard?
or izzit personal??
i just wanna noe WHY~!!!

n its totally UNFAIR~!!!
i the 1 who always get bullied,scolding, n even worse….
y u guys are so damn lucky???
n im not?
i did’t do my work well enough??
not good enough??

WHY WHY WHY????!!!
im not saying u guys are bad lar…
i just wanna noe WHY….
tats all…
n hapie work ther…
but sometimes i juse feel pressure…..

dear god~
im sick n tired…. y LIFE is so damn hard… izzit part of it? or its a journey of LIFE???
*SIGH*
dear god… plz bless me… n guide me…
guide me through LIFE….

*AMEN*

Life Getting More N More Sux~!!

Tuesday, February 6th, 2007

My Life Is Getting MORE N MORE SUX~!!!!!!!!!!

arghh!!!! feeling damn stress wit work…. wit home…. gosh~!!
izzit part of life??? izzit part of the work?? or izzit ME??
y i felt so damn piss of when i at home?? y my parents are like tat?
*crying*sob*sob*
y i felt so damn pressure wit  life??
arghh~!!!

n y working life is so damn tough… izzit for the money?? but i feel lucky enough 2 get a good work n a good boss but y i felt so damn pressure in work??? izzit working life like tat? or its part of LIFE?

every time i felt so hard 2 talk 2 my parents….

dear god~

i really need ur help……
help for changing my life…
help for a peace of mind…
help for all the bad situation to turn good…
help tat u will guide me trough my life…
life is getting  hard n tough …
plz help me go trough it~
O dear god…. i surrender all my suffer n pain 2 u…

*amen*

Weird But CooL~

Friday, February 2nd, 2007

It kinda of weird 2day…bcuz i meet my old friend n im getting more n more friends lately… not saying tat is weird but its getting cooler n COOLEST…

anywher… life must move on n my hapie 2 meet all of u as my friend…. for my friend is important in my life… but depends wat kinda of frends u mix wif…. some of them are loyal n some of them are backstaber… so better bcarefull 4 wat kinda of frien u mix wit bcuz friends do play a important role in our life….

thx~

dear god~ thx 4 everything~

*amen*